I don’t normally posts posts that are depressing but it seems this year is just against me and I’m fighting to keep myself together. I know the covid isn’t helping but I have major family issues and major medical issues that some of of you know about where I had brain surgery and I’m in pain most of the time but power through it lately though it’s been dealing with toxic people in my life and possibly moving and seeing drs constantly when all I want to do is create art and be productive but I’ve found myself in a slump and I’m not sure how to get out. All I want is to not worry about past due bills or my toxic mother constantly bringing me down eho unfortunately lives three streets away from me. I don’t have many people to talk to so I love going live because this is such a welcoming community. Idk I guess I had to get this out in a little blog journal but I’m feeling very depressed and not much has been making me happy anymore. Even working on set projects have come to a halt because I feel so emotionally drained. So if I’m not very present that’s why but I try to be as active as I can as it is my happy place. I could go into specifics and details but that’s the general reasons. I love you all and I’ll be on here and there and my onlyfans but I just wanted to let you know why I’m not as active. I just don’t feel like I have anyone to turn to so in just laying it out here. Love you babies 💙💋💋💋
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