spikenheimer

i might be getting sucked back into this again...

unknown... but yeah... its weird how life works sometimes.

between Livejournal, myspace blogging, and now the weird new layout here (not to mention everyone leaving) i just havent felt like writing much over here. or felt lik e i needed to write over here where no one would read it.lol

anyways, life is treatin me pretty much the same as it always has. steady course, very few bumps. this means that i have a...
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got back into town a few hours ago.

i think i have a new crush or two. really one, since the other is pretty in love with her fianc as far as i know.

i love january in raleigh. 60+ degrees and green!
brrr

i wish i had more to report. i have a bunch of crap going on in my social life that makes me all tense and sad and angry and emo.

i think sometimes i have too many places to write. LJ, myspace, here. *sigh*

in more fun news, my cat is good for my soul.

the holidays are upon us and i'm not ready.

wheee. roller roller roller weekend.

goin to madison to watch their league bout the pheonix league.

then sunday night is the mn rollergirls 4th bout! wheeeeee

730pm at the roy wilkins auditorium

i'm tired of childish behavior, childish games and my apparent need to respond in kind.

i think i need more vices so that i am not the responsible one anymore. so that i'm not as likely to respond like a child.

i just need someone to take my mind off of everything. dating should be easier.

there are times when you hit a dark mood and you wonder how long it will last.
there are times when you go to sleep hoping that things will magically fix themselves or get better while you sleep.
there are times when the sleep cures you and you wake up happy and light again.

this i hoped for. but things are still the same. they...
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stolen from a friend's livejournal.

http://www.break.com/articles/houselights.html

and sometimes life throws you a fastball which you manage to get a piece of it and get what looks like a decent base hit.

what does this analogy really mean? well at the end of last week i decided to test the waters and sent an email to an estranged friend. turns out she really missed me and thought i was mad at her....
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i've been sidelined for the last week or so with a head cold. it started as a simple sinus infection then turned south. i've had a sore throat and i'm coughing up/down green goo for the last few days.

finally today i talked to the family doctor and i'm no taking some tasty tasty anti biotics. mmmm...

i just want to be healthy enough for...
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