Bah. It's always weird writing these blog posts, but I haven't updated in a little while, and I'm feeling somewhat...introspective.
Anyways, I've finally joined Facebook. Think that I'm behind the curve? I finally got a fucking cell phone a month ago. *Sigh* It was starting to become a source of pride that I had resisted for so long, until I started to think about all of the times where I had thought, "You know, I wish I had a cell phone..."
I got the shading done on my thrid tattoo last week, and booked an appointment for the final session--colouring the last two. I'm so fucking excited; I can't wait for them to be finished!
What I'm introspective about is the future. Yes, I know, I know, the future is always unknown, that's part of the fun, blah, blah, blah. I know all of that. What I feel is a general apprehention about the future and what it may hold for me. Can I find a job in my chosen field? Will I remain with my current girlfriend? Can I remain with my current girlfriend? Am I working too hard, and not taking enough time for me? Should I travel?
*Sigh* Too many questions for a night like this...
Anyways, I've finally joined Facebook. Think that I'm behind the curve? I finally got a fucking cell phone a month ago. *Sigh* It was starting to become a source of pride that I had resisted for so long, until I started to think about all of the times where I had thought, "You know, I wish I had a cell phone..."
I got the shading done on my thrid tattoo last week, and booked an appointment for the final session--colouring the last two. I'm so fucking excited; I can't wait for them to be finished!
What I'm introspective about is the future. Yes, I know, I know, the future is always unknown, that's part of the fun, blah, blah, blah. I know all of that. What I feel is a general apprehention about the future and what it may hold for me. Can I find a job in my chosen field? Will I remain with my current girlfriend? Can I remain with my current girlfriend? Am I working too hard, and not taking enough time for me? Should I travel?
*Sigh* Too many questions for a night like this...
I agree, future == scary. I just realized that if I had jumped straight into this program after high school I'd already be a working professional, which is...well, it scares the shit out of me. I'm not ready to be an adult. So you're not alone, if that helps!