I suppose I'm due for an update. The bout tonight was.. interesting. About to go try to sneak into the afterpary. Have a long month and half or so coming up during which I will probably put an extra 3k miles on my car at minimum unless I can scrounge up plane tickets and lots of them. School is easing up. This quarter is looking to be much easier to stomach. Finally got the money up for a down payment on a new house too, so soon we shall move.. again. Lucky for me, a lot of our stuff is actually still in boxes! Thinking we may wait until this winter to move since the boy needs to complete his contract with the city and I want to skate another season here. I love these girls. That's pretty much the only reason I'm not moving the second this quarter is over at school.
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but if you're a guy you're a dirty cheating bastard if you're honest and upfront about your situation with them and if you lie, then that's worse.
That is the problem to a T. Linds has gotten to the point she wants me to lie just so I may have a better chance but I just can't do it, well maybe if there looking for a one night thing but otherwise they would eventually find out and thats no good for anyone. I also prefer to always be honest, that also just seems to never work
Tell Ithras I feel his pain.
Yeah at least you guys are even finding girls interested in just that. I seem to have lost my "game" completely. Years of a sickness and not getting out much will do that to you but still I can't be that akward right? I mean I just can't seem to find anyone interested not even in the scene it seems and most if they are interested just want to do Lindsey not me
I would love a one night stand or even just the on off sex thing, a real casual relationship with a friendship would be the preferred but even the above NSA thing would help at the moment as I am hurting with the lack of anything right now as Lindsey's meds have been fixed up again and wiped her sex drive again I am in sexual limbo right now and it sucksss!