I'm frustrated. I feel as though I wasted the entire day, and I feel pulled all over by "obligations" at the same time. There are so many loose ends in my life right now that I'm being driven nuts. No individual thing is really of consequence, but they're all compounding and it's making me twitch.
My finances are all over the place. Due to textbook purchases for this semester, there are more purchases and refunds on on my card than I can count. I have about $100 hanging out in internet land too. It would be nice if those online sales would cash out so I could get my damn money. Seriously. And this landlord thing? I brought him to court in November and won, but I can't get a hold of my lawyer to see when I can collect, or if there's anything else I need to do in order to move the process along. That's another $1200 just floating in the nothingness. I need to talk to my old employer about getting my W2 also. Not that I really care, but the IRS will, and I'd like not to get audited.
I have a bunch of stuff hanging out in my room. I have clothes to donate that I can't give away until certain people pick through them; items to hock on ebay that I need to take pictures of first; posters to throw out but can't until person X decides if he wants them or not. I've got some art to hang on my walls that I can't hang until I get those molly bolts from my dad. Also need to get that putty knife so I can patch the damage that the subleaser did to my walls, and I need to get paint from the good-for-nothing caretaker so I can paint the plaster.
Rawrawrawrawr.
My whole life is like this at the moment. I predict that by the end of next month I'll be in "fuck it" mode and just tossing things into the trash. I need to get rid of the loose ends. They keep dragging me down and preventing me from moving forward. But they can do this only if I let them. The ironic part: I know this, and yet I still let them, and then I bitch about it. I'm such a drama llama.
At some point I'll get pictures onto SG. I don't have anything right now that I feel is SG worthy, and I really dig that placeholder graphic. The whole grungy art art nouveau look? I'm into that.
My finances are all over the place. Due to textbook purchases for this semester, there are more purchases and refunds on on my card than I can count. I have about $100 hanging out in internet land too. It would be nice if those online sales would cash out so I could get my damn money. Seriously. And this landlord thing? I brought him to court in November and won, but I can't get a hold of my lawyer to see when I can collect, or if there's anything else I need to do in order to move the process along. That's another $1200 just floating in the nothingness. I need to talk to my old employer about getting my W2 also. Not that I really care, but the IRS will, and I'd like not to get audited.
I have a bunch of stuff hanging out in my room. I have clothes to donate that I can't give away until certain people pick through them; items to hock on ebay that I need to take pictures of first; posters to throw out but can't until person X decides if he wants them or not. I've got some art to hang on my walls that I can't hang until I get those molly bolts from my dad. Also need to get that putty knife so I can patch the damage that the subleaser did to my walls, and I need to get paint from the good-for-nothing caretaker so I can paint the plaster.
Rawrawrawrawr.
My whole life is like this at the moment. I predict that by the end of next month I'll be in "fuck it" mode and just tossing things into the trash. I need to get rid of the loose ends. They keep dragging me down and preventing me from moving forward. But they can do this only if I let them. The ironic part: I know this, and yet I still let them, and then I bitch about it. I'm such a drama llama.
At some point I'll get pictures onto SG. I don't have anything right now that I feel is SG worthy, and I really dig that placeholder graphic. The whole grungy art art nouveau look? I'm into that.