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Thanks guys! I really appreciate it, I agree with the happy thing...i always worry about how expressive i come off as in the pictures...im such a crazy person, so im usually very out there and expressive...but when it comes to the whole picture thing i guess i feel i should be serious...and also i figured it out last night...i dont like the fully nude thing...For me...i am always naked...unless i go out...i dont want to risk dirtying my clothes..so i dont wear any ever...nudity for me isnt sexy..its comforable..which is why when im nude in the pictures i dont FEEL sexy...its not what does it for me...i think next time i'll wear something that i can have tits and ass hangin out...but still constrains and does something for me...like a cincher of sorts. Im totally ok with showing everything...as i have done way worse in the past...i have some bad camming history when i was programming tv...but yeah...i think sometimes i also feel like im censoring myself. I think due to the history of which i have been watching and studying porn...since i was 5 or 6...i've always prefered a little more hardcore than softcore, which is probably why i love Al so much...the set where she's a nun i love, because she's not nude...that is so sexy for me. I love women that are comfortable with themselves like that, and they really know how to be sexy...I guess what im trying to say is, i love fashion way too much for people to see me nude...i cant express myself through that.
Lemme know what Yas think...
Thanks

You shouldn't comment in your own journal as a reply to the comments above it, cuz we might not come back and see them.

Bad camming history? Sounds like an interesting story there.

Don't get me wrong - I love seeing a model smile, but for some reason, whether it's SG or just standard fashion modelling, there seems to be a tendency to look almost more angry or bored, rather than happy. Personally, I've never understood why - I like smiles, and I also look at some models with their disinterested non-expressions and feel weird looking at them, cuz it doesn't look like they're enjoying themselves.

I have horrible body-image issues, so I totally respect and am in awe of people who are comfortable in their own bare skin.

I think it's pretty much hit-and-miss with what gets accepted here. Yeah, I know they have loads of rules and standards and even suggestions for over-used themes, but it still strikes me as somewhat random when I look at sets that aren't accepted, even the sets from existing SG's. Don't give up - lots of SG's have sets that aren't accepted.

And in the meantime, enjoy yourself here. Make some friends. And don't feel like getting accepted as an SG is some huge achievement. You'll be the same person regardless.

Thanks for your kind words by the way.

I've been to North Bay a few times over the years. And yeah, northeastern Ontario is so big, but so empty, it's always cool to meet someone 'local'.

Thanks for adding me on MySpace too.