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Token, just less than annual blog post of minimal significance. Moved cross country westward, new job, new home, working on finding some genuinely interesting new friends (work in progress), re-subbed to the site, sad to see that Sophie's moved on but she's only as far as an email smile.
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I just woke up from having a very curious dream. It makes me wish I recalled/realized dreams more often, even if the dream (as it is fleeting away from my memory) makes me a little sad.
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Speed_Metal is a captivating, intoxicating individual. Around Speed_Metal, birds suddenly appear, and choruses of angels sing hymns to Speed_Metal's bonny face. Sadly, unless Speed_Metal tells you more about Speed_Metal, this is all you'll ever know about Speed_Metal.


LoL, what the hell is this?

speed_metal:
Fixt?
itzlauren:
the new sg is very confusing to me. haha.
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surreal
itzlauren:
surreal shocked
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I, Debaser

He who has, and will continue to break down & destroy everything of worth to his own existance.

There is nothing that will stop this droning tedium, and no one to save my thoughts. For they too will fail where all else have failed before.
sophie:
did you get the present?! i can't wait to hear if you like it!!!
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Wow, I knew there was a million reasons why I love her, but after a long overdue chance to say so, relief washes over me in wave after awesome wave. Lets see how long I can stay here.
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Did I say last 2 days? Make that last 2 weeks. I really wish I had the tools to deal with the understanding of what I can look to expect from life. I mean, sure, you come to understanding that this is how things are, and it's unlkely that that will change, but then something happens, and the full effect of the situation hits you....
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I didn't go to work on the last two shifts I was scheduled for. The last few shifts I had been to I hadn't been able to focus on work very well anyway. I've been trying to talk to the only person I've never hasn't withdrawn themselves from me once I really open up to them, and I can't help but feel that even if...
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sophie:
yes! you're still here! i hadn't heard from you in awhile and i was wondering if you still wanted your scarf. i took a break from knitting for most of february and march, but now i'm back at it and your scarf is halfway finished. if you still want it, it should be done in maybe two more weeks. you can save it for next winter, since i'm sure i've missed the cold season, even if you do live in canada!

blush