speare

My past ties me down so tight i can`t even breathe. It physically hurts me every time i think of Los Altos, Pinewood, the two weeks in costa rica (and the fact that i havn`t talked to the beautiful people who acompanied me on the trip in going on four years), rachel, marc, the durrango, nights at a-habs, driving page mill with aidan... it fucking hurts and i can`t fucking take it much longer. i need to go home