speare

i`m desperately in love with one of my best friends. i think?

i need to go home to northern california and not come back for a while. a long while. never?

i`m not so sure that college and i were made for eachother. where the fuck is 40grand a year gonna take me?

sometimes i feel like no matter what route i take, i am going nowhere with my life and i am doomed to be lonely for the rest of it.

fuck.