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i`m moving back to california permanently in december. i can`t take the east coast any more.

sophie totally gives me a raging boner. first time i`ve ever actually beat off to an sg.

2 weeks later and my new tattoo is still crazy itchy. so much so that there are scabs allllll around it. it`s so nasty.

i got the bill for my car. $4942...
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Leftover Burger King for breakfast. That`s pathetic.

Why is it that everybody except for myself knows that I am on accademic probation? Why is it that I, the one who is on probation, do not know this interesting little fact?

ahhhhh i want her!!!!

"i`m never alone
but i`m alone all the time"

that line has never felt so real

way too humid.

Back to Boston in 3 days. I can`t wait. I love this coast and it`s people to death but I need my Boston fix.

Last night, I left my house at 10:03 PM. I went to my local gas station, put about 5 gallons of gas in my car, and drove 36 miles up to San Francisco. I walked into the Bottom of the Hill at 10:32, right when Lost City Angels stepped onto the stage. After the show, I shot the shit with Ronnie, the singer, for approximately...
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Boston in 16 days.

Birthday in 8 days.

So this is a little odd. For some reason lately I have had no sex drive. I have no desire what-so-ever for sexual gratification of my own. That is, other than to go down on a girl. And for some reason, that drive is insatiable. There is nothing I want more. Goddam does that sound good though.

As of October 10, 2005, it will have been 10 years since the release of No Doubt`s Tragic Kingdom. That blows my mind.

God I love this life.

I miss Emily.