spazzing

i went to a big party at my friends place in Isle Vista last night. had a good time even though i only said maybe 10 words the whole night. i was high and surrounded by people i didn't know. i drove three friends up there through the awful weather which was kinda scary but i made it. when i got home, i kidnapped tom and brought him home with me. i fell asleep on his chest while he watched Prince of Pursia. we went to bed and when i woke up, i abstained from bugging him by going to the kicthen and making a big yummy breakfast. eventually, once i was done cooking, it became apparent that tom was not gonna wake up unless i gave him a blowjob. so, ya know.... we had a really nice day hanging out. i showed him my dads casio and little drum machine and he played geekaly for a while. my parents and sis were gone cuz they were up in frazier park enjoying the snow. they came home with a cooler full of snow and tom and i threw snowballs before i took him home. he took a snowball with him as i drove him home. he was gonna give it to his friend lol he drew a heart with it on my window as he left my car





after he left i couldn't help but feel overcome with happy emotions and decided i had to ask him if he was my boyfriend yet? he really avoided the question till i backed down with a "if you don't want to it's ok" dealio. he said while he really likes me, his ex really hurt him and he doesn't know what he wants and doesn't want to rush things..... * sigh*