spazzdayzz

So yesterday was my 30th bday. I wanna say yay, but it was so fucking boring that I wanted to kill someone. I hate my life. The only good part about my bday was getting to see my lovely girlfriend Tabitha. That girl makes my world fall apart. She's just...wow. I can't even find the words for how much I love her.

Bored again, but then oh well. I'd go on about the banality of life, but no one actually reads this blog, so what's the point? I just wish that there was more to it than life sucking for no reason.

So I opened one of those evil Facebook accounts the other day. I feel so dirty for doing so. Gotta hate the dumb shit you do for friends, huh? I still feel like I'm doing something I should wash my hands with bleach for. But oh well, at least I can talk to a few people I've not seen in years. Anyhow, having fun is...
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I harbor no delusions of grandeur, but someone out there loves me. This is the second year in a row that someone has reactivated my account and I cannot figure out who the fuck it could possibly be. Me mind is boggled. Either way, I love whoever it may be for allowing me the subtle joy to login here and see freaks I've grown to...
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Okie dokie folks, someone has been nice enough to remain anonymous to me when they reactivated my account. If you happen to be one of my good friends, please for the love of all that you hold dear, contact me so I can thank you proper. I don't have that many good things going for me in my life at present, so whoever you are,...
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wow, been a bit since my last message. well let's see....ok my life sucks. that's about it. I work like a dog for pitiful tidbits. i have a shite relationship that involves terrible sex. i don't imbibe booze or smoke pot anymore. and all i usually do is sit around, spank my monkey, watch tv, eat, and play video games. fuck it sucks to be...
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fucking hell. still having problems with my tooth. i think when it cracked a few months back, it revealed a nerve. it's fucking retardedly annoying. wish i had some good herb or some badass pain meds. wish i had some valiums......droooool

meh, work is not that bad. glad to have a job actually. it's better than sitting on my ass at home. i just wish...
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I started working at Kroger the other day. My first official day in the dairy section is tomorrow.

whee. sometimes i contemplate stabbing people in the face, is that wrong? i don't mean with a pencil, i mean with a baseball bat. a lot.

ok, to the next shite part of my life. fucking toothaches. i want to beat people. i often want to break...
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ok, so it's been waaaay too long since i wrote anything. i quit my job at the deli I was working at because my manager is a psychotic bitch. She just doesn't know how to handle stress. So i can't work with her if she bitches at me for doing my damn job. Meh, just need to get off my ass and get a new...
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guess it's time for updates! I have no life outside of work.
got some amazing pot yesterday. smells and tastes awesome.
Wish i had enough to share with everyone. eh...

I'm sitting here bored as fuck. makes me wish there was a person that i could get freaky with. I miss having freaky as fuck sex. I need a good kinky woman. anyone know any...
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