My brother read this today..
I should also add:
the reason as to why he was so *gurr* to me..
was because I was being annoying..
but only because I wanted to hang out!
I watched "Man of the House" today, my brother's choice..
I think.. 3 times..
Miss Congeniality and Legally Blonde..
I wanted to watch the Passion of the Christ but my brother...
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I should also add:
the reason as to why he was so *gurr* to me..
was because I was being annoying..
but only because I wanted to hang out!
I watched "Man of the House" today, my brother's choice..
I think.. 3 times..
Miss Congeniality and Legally Blonde..
I wanted to watch the Passion of the Christ but my brother...
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My brother almost killed me today..
as in he threatened to kill me..
then he hit me consistently..
throughout the entire day, ugh!
as in he threatened to kill me..
then he hit me consistently..
throughout the entire day, ugh!
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pirateprince:
How old is he? Creepy...
howdy:
If that's true, tell him I say he's a little prick who should pick on someone else, and i volunteer to beat the shit outta him. no charge. 
..Speaking of being so very fucking bored..
Where did all my other (older) fucking journal entries go?
I'm so tired, and I am contemplating suicide on my pathetic, anemic body..
Where did all my other (older) fucking journal entries go?
I'm so tired, and I am contemplating suicide on my pathetic, anemic body..
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redwildflower:
Boredom is killing me as well. 
howdy:
Would you consider a last request first? So many places i'd love to nibble while you're still able to squeal with delight - or bash my face in - your choice. 
"I'm a little poseur, short and stout!
Here is my Manson shirt, here is my ankh!
Tip my pocket and the speed falls out
Ignore my tweaking, for I'm strung out!"
Here is my Manson shirt, here is my ankh!
Tip my pocket and the speed falls out
Ignore my tweaking, for I'm strung out!"
kyleomen:
Cute. True.
howdy:
LMAO "Real goth guys have black semen".
How many of them do ya know?
How many of them do ya know?
Ouch..
76% on my English test..
DIDN'T STUDY!!
76% on my English test..
DIDN'T STUDY!!
howdy:
That still doesn't prove anything. you might have done even worse on it after studying too hard. or studying the wrong stuff. life's short, play hard. 
coldfusionx:
I used to HATE that. Then I realized that in the grand scheme of life and higher education it really doesnt matter in small doses, unless youre a perfectionist. 
Oh..
I have trust issues..
Because people are deceiving and I'm too vulnerable
I have trust issues..
Because people are deceiving and I'm too vulnerable
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kyleomen:
The terrible truth is that you can only trust yourself. Maybe a lover if such a lover should ever grace your life.
manfredman:
trust and deceive go pair to pair, the real question is, is the person youre meeting really as trusting as deceiving, see if its worth it
I fuck you because you're famous.
I fuck you for your money.
I fuck you to control you.
I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.
I fuck you to fuck you over.
I fuck you until I find someone better.
I fuck you in secret.
I fuck you out of boredom.
I fuck you because I can't feel it...
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I fuck you for your money.
I fuck you to control you.
I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.
I fuck you to fuck you over.
I fuck you until I find someone better.
I fuck you in secret.
I fuck you out of boredom.
I fuck you because I can't feel it...
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And so this one time..
I took a Microeconomics test without studying..
and got perfect..
YEAH THAT'S RIGHT..
I got perfect..
I'm such an overachieving, pretentious BITCH!
Which reminds me, my friend bought me this customized shirt from the "Bang-On" store if you've ever heard of it..
and it says pretentious bitch on it..
because apparently I refer to myself as that a lot..
Anyway,...
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I took a Microeconomics test without studying..
and got perfect..
YEAH THAT'S RIGHT..
I got perfect..
I'm such an overachieving, pretentious BITCH!
Which reminds me, my friend bought me this customized shirt from the "Bang-On" store if you've ever heard of it..
and it says pretentious bitch on it..
because apparently I refer to myself as that a lot..
Anyway,...
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coldfusionx:
Pretentious people usually call themselves pretentiouslol
Congrats on the IPOD Nano, they rock !
Congrats on the IPOD Nano, they rock !
howdy:
Ok, so you're smarter than me. But once I brought beer to a biology final exam. Gave the prof one so he didn't kick me out. It was the most enjoyable B I ever got.
So, you do impulsive things while high? Hmmm.....gives me ideas.
So, you do impulsive things while high? Hmmm.....gives me ideas.
My previous entry wasn't a personal journal..
it was an emo mocking song by Cheap Sex..
I don't cut myself..
if I really wanted to die, I would take out something promising..
Anyway, I love children..
*stabstabstab*
and by that, I meant, my cousins make me want to stab myself in the leg until my head implodes..
Did that make sense?
it was an emo mocking song by Cheap Sex..
I don't cut myself..
if I really wanted to die, I would take out something promising..
Anyway, I love children..
*stabstabstab*
and by that, I meant, my cousins make me want to stab myself in the leg until my head implodes..
Did that make sense?
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kyleomen:
hahaha, and by love you mean pound into a nice bloody pulp!
'Dear diary, my life is a complete fiasco. The dashboard show is this weekend and I can't even fit into my little sister's jeans anymore. My dad grounded me cause he caught me in my mom's makeup again. He's such a nazi. I wish i could just run away to somewhere where people could understand me. I make out with one guy at a show...
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howdy:
please don't cut yourself. it doesn't help anything, and as you saw it just makes a mess. 
joseph666:
You should not cut yourself.I use to always cut myself all over my body but I stop because my friends got mad at me.I hope everything is OK for you. Take care.
Comment on this, bitches!!
*gives you the finger>>
*gives you the finger>>
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howdy:
by the way, are there any more sexpot pics that can be liberated from your camera or cell phone? just curious...
coldfusionx:
How bout this *Gives you the finger back*
Just got my SG stickers and CD today..
It's lovely..
Absolutely lovely..
Today I dressed in complete SG attire..
it was so hot~
mann.. I am SO going to become a SuicideGirl..
hopefully.. they will take me!
It's lovely..
Absolutely lovely..
Today I dressed in complete SG attire..
it was so hot~
mann.. I am SO going to become a SuicideGirl..
hopefully.. they will take me!
manfredman:
Aleays good to see new prospects for the SG, hope you post some pics with youre attire
howdy:
Shit yeah, you're definitely SG material babe! And if they have the nerve to reject any of your sets - heads will roll!
i can't picture you being annoying - except maybe annoyingly hot.