So, after a long winter season and a week of spring, summer has come. Now that we're in the middle of it, it seems like it's gone by so fast. I've barely done anything for the warm weather.
I'm hoping someone might comment on this and explain what the heck is wrong with me or whatever the case may be, but I feel like I've been suffering from this delusion that I can actually make an attempt to get a date with a model that lives in my city.
I've followed her on Instagram for quite a long time now and I've seemed to have gotten that whole "I'm in love with a celebrity" syndrome. I don't remember the name of it.
I want to be able to make a move if I ever meet her, but I feel like trying to do something like this is a creep move. You just can't attempt to make a connection with someone through an online medium these days because [girls I've known] say that's creepy. I'm not sure how else you can try to get to know someone who's semi-famous, that you can't interact with on a personal level.
I think a lot of this has come about as a result of feeling lonely. You see someone attractive and you just get feelings for someone you don't know because you're aching for companionship.
It's such a strange situation to be in. What do you guys think? Do you know of ways you can appropriately connect with someone like this? Has anyone who models on this site experienced this before? It would be great to hear from you!
