sparkyjosh

I am bad. But i do good. I Dont follow rules ....
Even when i should...
i take blame. when I've done nothing wrong... even when im sad.. i show im strong.

Depression sets in even while im happy... i see a smile...cry. yeah im sappy
.. anxiety... depression... sadness knows when im near. Feeling worthless. Not good enough ....Is what i hear.
Ill push...
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I hope this is ok to post. Not one of my best days. But my baby always cheers me up. ALWAYS.

So im going through a rough time in life. Handling struggles, conquering strife. As a man not supposed to show my emotions. But being human i say thats a joke then.

After trying and dieing. Watching the lying as im crying.

I say f#$k...
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Greatful to have life. I love my daughter. Even more greatful, she is with me. SG women. Be you be proud.