sparkta

So like my only escape form reality is music movies and sg.com. I question all the time weather is this it? IS this ALL life has in store for me. There is a million things i could be doing out there. THe ambition in my heart says to get up and drive and drive till i run out of gas and then thats is that is where i will remain and spend the rest of my days and live and take things as they come..... but i end up living life like so many heartless cattle do...get up shower work home tv masterbate bed than repeat like a bottle of shampoo

There is more to life more to reality or is there? Life is not like to movies and nor am I?...what do you think...that is okay no one reads my entrys anyway....may be i am just alone or sober..one in the same

who knows? I don't!