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new folder of pics, nothing special but have an idea for something a little more special to come some time soon

been drawing today, an attempt to cheer myself up...am so useless though, don't know how to put the picture in here...it is uploaded but way too big to put in the pics section and I refuse to make it smaller so there!

Am in the most hideous mood ever...don't get too close!
Got the rather unpleasant news yesterday that I did not get a place at TASC for PGCE English feeling really low about it. Just got told off for using polish on my laptop but it's sparkly and clean now with no visible sign of damage anywhere so I'm guessing that it'll be ok...it's not as...
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I'm bored.
I'm bored.
I'm bored.
I'm bored.
I'm bored.
I'm bored.

Writing essays sucks, once again I'm am questioning why I did a bastard English degree...I suppose all degrees involve the writing of essays though, even an art or design based one and I'm shit at maths and numbers so couldn't do that in the hope of doing more exams that essays. I suck,...
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I'm an idiot. Just picked up the book I'm writing about for my dissertation (or not writing about as the case may be) and looked in the front cover to find that it was due back at the library on Wednesday...as were the other two things I took out. Doh! I'm such a div, now I have a stupid fine for them but wont get...
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rarrrrrrrrrrrrr my laptop is a fucker and I hate it it just switched itself off, no warning, it had at least half a charged battery and bam...click...bye bye laptop. Am rather pissed off, before it decided to switch itself off (which I believe may be due to static but rah!) the touchpad wasn't working at all and I was having to use a graphics tablet...
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My throat is bloody sore and I'm fed up with it be gone evil sore throat, back from wherever the hell you came from.
Tired and fed up and looking at pictures of me thinking "fat fat fat" what a loser.
My doctor does not listen to me.
Crappy day overall, didn't even manage to get the scanner I wanted. Am comforting myself with macaroni...
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woo hoo someone wants to be my friend

Why can't I sleep? Not right now...right now it's only 11pm and I don't expect to be sleeping but last night. I spent most of the night lying awake staring at the ceiling. Should have got up and had a drink or done something but hey ho, stayed there in the hope that I would drift off.
Splarg. Have a horrible sore bit in my...
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oooh watch me stomp and sulk. I'm in such a horrible mood yet again! Hurrah! If only I could sleep Stupid dog kept crawling under the covers and getting in the way and then Brian started putting his elbows in my back. I have a stiff neck and feel like hell. Murgh.
Am going out with a friend in a bit, don't want to go...
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rarrr.
stupid thing my brain is fried.
back at my mums with the dog but he seems to have abandoned me and gone to bed, nice to be loved.
Found two pairs of shoes that I had forgotten to count in my shoe audit the other day...just thought of another pair then...shit. And another, that's 55 pairs not including sandals I THINK. Not completely sure...
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Urgh...am feeling all fat and sluggish and want to go curl up in bed but will be told off for being a lazy fucker.
Boyfriend went and had all his precious hair chopped off and I'm pissed off because I don't like the shortness bye bye pretty, thick, long locks...stupid moo. I can't stop looking at it and hating it. I just wanted to cry...
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Hmmmm...should not have gone to university, writing a dissertation is stupid and sucky and blah! Should have joined the circus instead.