sparklecore

He came back I knew he would eventually I'm so happy we're talking again, it's just taken a weight off me, and I'm hopeful again. We will be together one day, I just know it. It has to happen. Maybe that's why it didn't happen all that time ago, or even now, because it's just not the right time. When it is though, nothing will break us apart, I just know it. I know he has a gf right now, but cmon, how long is that going to last. He emailed me about 15 times yesterday..I mean, if that doesn't say something, I don't know what does..
Anyway..I'm smiley, it's all good Part of me can't help thinking though that I'll do what I did last time, and I won't want him when I can have him. But it's like I wrote to him in a letter, there's just something about him which keeps pulling me back...

On the downside, I have loads of work to..bleurgh! But I'm staying in tonight and doing loads of it..and then come the weekend I can relax a bit...off to Cambridge on Friday, then going to the Leftover Crack gig on Sunday...all-dayer..whooo!!! Can't wait, Chaz might be coming back with me from Cambridge for it, hope she does, she's my gig buddy!!!

I've come off that stupid pill as well, feel so much better, no headaches for 2 days! The last week and a half my brain's been like cotton wool, not a good sign..for all I know I could have been one day away from something nasty..sometimes birth-control sucks..

Anyway, love you and leave you,
xx