oh my god!!! Broadband in the hizzzz hoooooussse!!!!! 
oh-hooo yes!! Well, lots has been going on, as usual! FB came down to see me, I think things are pretty much over now..*sniff*...it was fun, but I want a proper boyfriend, not just something casual. At first it's fun and all but then it just make you feel, I don't know..not bad, but just...weird. It's like having a new toy and then getting it taken away all the time..frustrating. I just want to get to know someone really well and have something real.
I saw DP finally...I honestly thought I was going to collapse, it was so awful. I was just walking along, minding my own, and then he suddenly came round the corner and I just felt so sick..started to breathe really fast, my heart was thumping like crazy...it was just..blaaahhh awful.. I don't think he saw me which is a good thing. Anyway, I got over it really quickly and I was fine again. I'm just glad I've seen him now, feel like I can get on with stuff, and not keep feeling like he's going to jump out at me or something!
I'm quitting Wy..it's just a very gay job, and I'm sick of it. I want a job where I can talk to someone on their level, and not behave as if I'm a damn robot...yes sir yes sir three bags ful sir, would you like any cracked black pepper and parmefuckingsan SIR...lol! I found out there's a saturday job going at Forbidden Planet in town, so I've handed my CV in...and all fingers are crossed!! I would just LOVE to work there, it's be wicked There's a girl there with the same hair as me though, which might be a bit odd lol...
What else..what else...la la laaa..Nothing really else to tell...just working hard (not tooo hard) and not going out as much as I used to...
I'll think of something else to tell you later.
xx
oh-hooo yes!! Well, lots has been going on, as usual! FB came down to see me, I think things are pretty much over now..*sniff*...it was fun, but I want a proper boyfriend, not just something casual. At first it's fun and all but then it just make you feel, I don't know..not bad, but just...weird. It's like having a new toy and then getting it taken away all the time..frustrating. I just want to get to know someone really well and have something real.
I saw DP finally...I honestly thought I was going to collapse, it was so awful. I was just walking along, minding my own, and then he suddenly came round the corner and I just felt so sick..started to breathe really fast, my heart was thumping like crazy...it was just..blaaahhh awful.. I don't think he saw me which is a good thing. Anyway, I got over it really quickly and I was fine again. I'm just glad I've seen him now, feel like I can get on with stuff, and not keep feeling like he's going to jump out at me or something!
I'm quitting Wy..it's just a very gay job, and I'm sick of it. I want a job where I can talk to someone on their level, and not behave as if I'm a damn robot...yes sir yes sir three bags ful sir, would you like any cracked black pepper and parmefuckingsan SIR...lol! I found out there's a saturday job going at Forbidden Planet in town, so I've handed my CV in...and all fingers are crossed!! I would just LOVE to work there, it's be wicked
There's a girl there with the same hair as me though, which might be a bit odd lol...
What else..what else...la la laaa..Nothing really else to tell...just working hard (not tooo hard) and not going out as much as I used to...
I'll think of something else to tell you later.
xx
Cheer up in the best possible way. Do the thing you love most or have a quiet drink of your favourite tipple. Your choice.
Danov