sparkle

i am naked and sleepless...teehee...what is a girl to do? post on SG, thats what, actually in the process of going to bed. but just not tired, thanks to those 3 diet cokes at dinner. i always fantasized about being addicted to soemthing, i just never knew it was going to be caffeine and aspartame

oh where oh where is my imaginary boyfriend. guess ill talk to him some other time...does anyone else here get overly sentimental for music. there are some songs that just remind me of better times, though not from those better times. i guess what im saying is the tone of the song reminds me, rather than the song itself. there is one song called "any other name" off of the cafe del mar compilations, also featured in "american beauty". very nice composition, usually not a fan of instrumental pieces, but this works. it gives me the sense of innocence and perhaps losing that innocence. but with the chance of one day finding peace. hope...that is what this song is about. i always think that ive lost hope, but this song reminds me, that there is always something to hope for. not very appropriate for a suicide girl to write about, eh?