sparkle

woah what did i miss...

much connectivity issues...been pretty busy with stuff...finally, and with a new compy, even! not much going on, really. well some stuff, but its a SECRET!!!!

freestylin jamz: i find serenity in denying my reality to reaffirm my security with my insecurity, my self image my waist sucking down into that black hole like those holes in your brain that you drill with those drugs the drugs that make you feel to feel you dont want to think anymore that you just want to drink and your prize that you find when you design the demise and the lies and the lies and the lies, aren't we surprised to find what is behind the signs that you ignore and maybe it's a bore, maybe you can call me a whore, does that make you more than anything that you hide from, that you read in between the lines you cut oh so thin, razor wire and firewire, its just the same, more cutting into your reality, more deluding your actuality.....

bad stuff, it was better a few days ago walking around, but t wouldnt really be freestyle if i would have remembered it