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I'M D-I-V-O-R-C-E-D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It amazed me that the whole process took only 30-minutes. We got through it fine, minus a little bickering and a few tears when the consumer told me "if you ever want to get marreid again, i'll always marry you." A prospect both sweet and depressing...I had some more minor water work again when he shook my hand and said "nice being marreid to you."

Why the tears you may ask yourself? Well, because even though i know i am doing the right thing for me, i know that i not doing the best thing for him. i am hurting someone that i still love and that does not feel good. i'm also still mourning this a bit and haven't released that for a little while.

but...i have a treaseure of a message on my voicemail that i can listen to whenever i get to feeling low about this. it's from the consumer & it involves loads of yelling and key phrases like "you're a lazy, worthless piece of shit" and "you're stupid and worthless." just 1 listen to that and then i don't feel so bad...

Needless to say, yeterday left me feeling emotionally drained, but looking forward to the future. naturally, this will be a divorce celebration weekend. i'll try not to go overboard, but you know how it is...



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