spanoonoos

so i found myself pondering how much my life has changed recently and realized that my life used to completely revolve around work. now my life has very little to do with work other than the work day. i need to enjoy the fact that i still don't know my co-workers all the well: enjoy not taking things to personally becasue there is nothing personal between us. my last job we were all amazingly tight adn them bitches stabbed me in the back anyway. ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrr

Hanging out with the butcher continues to point out to me how fucked up my marriage was. i used to hate doing things around the house or helping the consumer w/ projects and i used to think it was because i was sooo lazy. now i realize that it's because i hated doing things with someone that would scream at me for no reason. so, the question rears it's ugly head again: how in the fuck did i do this for so long?!?!?!?!

i suppose the important thing is that i'm not doing it any more. we will be getting our official divorce on Friday. yeah!!!!