spanoonoos

since i am going through some tough times, a friend asked me if i had thoughts of suicide. i had to laugh because i used to have these thoughts when everything was "fine." (mostly in the form of "somebody shoot me now...") now that i've admitted to myself that things are not "fine" these thoughts have not crossed my mind. now the only suicide related things floating around up there are relating to the SG web site baby! but we definitely need more SG Boys to do nude sets...

my true love will be mad me today, but that is my cross to bare. it's that time of year here where the shedding it out of control, so i will be shaving him. he hates that. (and yes, i am talking about my dog...)

couldn't get a flight to jamaica on my miles for the dates i wanted. total drag...i bought a cute new bathing suit & everything. can't justify paying for a ticket right now, so i guess the trip will have to wait. well, my friend lives there now, so i guess there really is no rush...except that some fun in the sun would do me good right now...

update:
success!!! it only took 4 calls to the airline, but i finally got tickets to JAMAICA MAN!!!! i am sooooooo excited i can't stand it!!!!