spanked

So yeah, looking at Alexis' latest set...I wish i still had my old toys. Damn growing up, damnit i say! Of course this coming from someone who will never grow up or mature. I just want to throw a tantrum sometimes.

So many things i need to do but I dont wanna!!!!! I wish i could meet some of these people on SG. Not just the ladies (mostly the ladies) but I'm always looking for a new friend. And when i read everyones profile and updates they just seem so much cooler than me. I hate oklahoma hate it with a burning firey passion and i feel like im never going to get out of this place. Speaking of fire i want to go burn stuff. No reason for it i just want to set shit on fire and watch it as it burns down. I think i have a mental problem but i dont know. Maybe im just differant, which is what i want I know i dont want to be like everyone else. but then you dont fight in and when you dont fit in you dont make friends. fucking society *deep breath* ok well ummm carry on then