Do you know that we spoke about a future together until the moment I asked somebody to be in a relationship with me? Is it weird I shared my dreams with you and put my hope in another?
She knew about you, but you did not know about her. You both made me smile every time we spoke. Now, she is nothing more than an open wound that will never be completely healed.
I’m glad we still talk. Yet, it hurts me that if you had actual feelings (although it was a very matter of fact talks about future and what I would be willing to do so I can ensure you’re happiness) I would have been the one hurting you.
Yet, I see you are the happiest you’ve ever been. In a way, I can’t even imagine providing for you. So, I take comfort that my decision opened the path for you to find somebody that makes you truly happy.