spadeshapedheart

can someone tell me, is it just me wwho makes all my days end on a bad note? maybe sunconsciously or sumthin i just want my nights to suck one after another. but it wasn't all my fault today. my boss told me i had to tuck in my shirt and wear a tie today for a shirt that you do NOT tuck in and you most definetly DO NOT wear a tie for. he says it's hawaiian shirt day and since my shirt isn't hawiian, but more of a novelty shirt cuz it is a jessica rabbit shirt, anyway, maybe that's not much of reason to be mad but it upset me. maybe cuz it's my first real time wearing it. maybe cuz i spent a good 30 minutes ironing it and tucking it in just means i have to do it again. maybe just cuz i needed sometthing to be mad about. then my mom found out that i used her $300 camera when i went to disneyland. she'd had it for about 2 years now and has not used it once! nit once in 2 years so i figure what the hell. so she got pissed at me but whatever. she's saying i should have asked rather than just take it even though i know she would have said no anyway. god this is all so stupid. maybe i do bring it on myself. if that is the case,can someone fix me?