spacexcadett

I couldnt count how many times we have broken up on all my fingers and even my toes combined. but i am going to admit it to the suicidegirl online community (who must solemly swear never to mention it as long as they live) i sabatoged my relationship with my boyfriend and not only that. As much as i want him back and as much as i miss him, no matter how crazy it makes me i dont regret it... and on our last night together even though we were off in our own worlds... we were apart... but for the first time ever it felt like i was completly alone in the world. and i have felt the same ever since