spacelola

you should probably talk to him about it and tell him how you feel now.

See the above comment. That's good advice. If you don't tell him he may not realize it. You worry too much, but you know this. Jason was a fuckin ass and he deserved the boot long before you gave it to him. Let that piece of shit go and move on. Talk to him and be sensible. It's not as bad as you think. You need someone besides me telling you that you're just the way you are and it's ok. Don't change.

I am sitting on your couch drinking coffee and sobering up. You're a good girl and thanks for the membership. You will make some guy happy when he finds you and he will be a lucky bastard.