Today i met another girl i'm working with, neve. She's from dublin and teaches children irish dancing. How cute is that?? She's real sweet and very cute and now i'm a little crushed out.
We talked for about an hour after our shift about how hard it is keeping up long distance relationships. Both of us have boyfriends ( i hate that word!!) living far away. And as I was walking home I kept thinking about how I wish i could just invite her and the other girls over for a, i dunno.... a slumber party or something. I think she'd freak out! heh heh
Being back in the town i grew up in is weird. What happened to those kids, old girlfriends? Married with kids, probably.
Well in case its not totally obvious, i'm kinda lonely these days. But then whenever I meet someone and hang out, like a guy, i wish i hadn't and then panic about the whole thing and become more reclusive. Not that I'm complaining with sg's to keep me occupied in the dark hours. I just need to get outta florida soon... Just a couple more months.

Being back in the town i grew up in is weird. What happened to those kids, old girlfriends? Married with kids, probably.
Well in case its not totally obvious, i'm kinda lonely these days. But then whenever I meet someone and hang out, like a guy, i wish i hadn't and then panic about the whole thing and become more reclusive. Not that I'm complaining with sg's to keep me occupied in the dark hours. I just need to get outta florida soon... Just a couple more months.
An old friend of mine went back and got married - it's weird, it seems he's too good for the place.
Oh well.
Maybe I'm wrong
*Doom de dooooom*