spacecadet

so, alright...there i was on my way to my dental appointment when the bus that i could take a few blocks up to the other bus i needed to get on passes me by even though i was standin' at the stop all ready 'n' shit...'n' it wasn't even that packed so they could've picked me up!! fuckin' 23, man...so as i continue walkin', i see the bus that i needed to get on pass a block ahead of me where the stop is!! fuck, man!! so i get up to the stop 'n'wait a lil' while thinkin' that the day's gotten off to a great start...my purse is fallin' apart so to keep myself busy, i'm fixin' it on the bus...the strange thing was that even though i thought i was late, i ended up showin' up ten minutes before hand!! whoo!! early to a dental appointment once inna never!! there i am for my cleanin' 'n' mah hygienist doesn't come to get me until quarter past the hour 'n' we sit down 'n' get to startin'...only since i'ma horrible caretaker of my teeth (i brush, but i don't remember to floss when i should), mah gums hurt somethin' awful so she suggests topical numby stuff...that worked...for a minute or two 'n' then i'd let her know that i was really in pain...so, bein' the angel that she is, she suggest nitrous!! w00t!! i'm under the gas for 45 minutes, livin' it up in warm 'n' fuzzy land 'cept for the fact that through it all, i kin still feel her probin'...but at the time, i didn't care too much b/c i was too busy bein' high...so she oxygenates me 'n' then hears me yowl b/c i kin "suddenly" feel everything she's doin' at the moment...i walk outta there tryin' to muster a smile as i go into the bathroom to massage the crease that the uvprotective glasses had given me right between my eyebrows...it's all red 'n' i look really mad, but i have to get home so i try my hardest to be patient until the depression goes away but i just end up leavin' anyways...i'm on my way home 'n' my aunt calls to let me know that she's made tuna salad 'n' i'm soooo lookin' forward to it since i'd recieved flouride 'n' couldn't eat for 1/2 hour afterwards...but i was STARvin' (when AREN'T i??) so i decline the ride home hopin' walkin' the few blocks to my house will bide me some time 'n' i'll finally be able to eat....i get in, grab a fork 'n' procede to dig in only to realize that my mouth hurts soooo much more than i'd realized 'n' i couldn't chew the pickle slivers that eversonicely adorned the gooey tuna 'n' egg 'n' onion 'n' mayonaise mixture...so, i just pick out the tiny pieces of egg whites 'n' just give up after about five more minutes of strugglin'...i announce that i'm too irritable to be awake 'n' that i'm gonna take a nap in hopes of the pain dwindlin' away...it was about five thirty when i'd hopped into bed 'n' i gotta call around nine that woke me up 'n' much to my dismay, my mouth STILL fuckin' hurts!! mah roomie comes in w/a burrito that he'd gotten on his way back home 'n' i just sit there salavatin' b/c i couldn't do more than that 'n' he says that i'm totally welcome to what's left of it but he warns me that there's green chile sauce on it...i didn't know how lethal it was until i'd dipped my finger in it a couple of times...that didn't really phase me 1/2 as much as when i'd swallowed b/c holy shit, it burned sooooo bad...and i'm one for hot, spicy shit, but this i couldn't take...so i take a few bites 'n' declare myself conqured by the burrito 'n' just as i'm about to put it away, my neighbor from down the street comes in to look for my roommate 'n' finds me 'n' the burrito instead so i offer it to him 'n' he thankfully accepts...he wasn't searchin' for food, but he was really hungry as well...one hunger cured, one to go...so i search through the fridge to see if there's anything i can possibly gum but alas, there's nothin' to my liking and after sittin' online talkin' to my bf (who didn't know i'd gotten the procedure done) who tells me he's enjoyin' trader joe's apple slices, i cry silently and just decide to go to bed...damnyew fer tauntin' me unknowingly!!...before enterin' mah room, though, i decide that it'd be a waste to just go to bed w/o brushin' so i get mah toothbrush all ready 'n' start attackin' the leftover food when i cry out in pain...my aunt just kinda sat there through my misery b/c she couldn't do too much 'cept offer the possibility of a warm salt water rinse...i thought about it, but knew it wouldn't behoove (sp?) me as much as listerine would...though it irritates, i need it to counteract w/my gum tenderness...

so what do i do this morning?? i'm in such a rush that i forget to brush my teeth!! i'm off to a great start already!! but at least they're not as sore as yesterday...and even when i'd woken up around nine, they were still bleeding!!

oh well...i'll try flossin' tonight...hopefully that'll go well...