where to start....
i am single. have been for almost a month or so. the Father of my child or who i like to call sperm donor... decided he couldnt get his life together and chose to be selfish and walked away.
I am over being a stay at home mum tho i love my G monster with my all. its time to make a change an find a job maybe two to provide for the two of us and start this long hard journey.I've applied to several in the past few days hopefully i hear back from one. i am trying to stay positive b/c i know that i am strong enough and more then capable. but i also know that there will be times when its harder then others. I wish i had a better support system other then my family to help encourage me. there are a lot of times where i feel isolated b/c of my status. not having friends anywhere close to where i live is beyond shitty and doesnt help trying to keep positive.
Earlier this month i went White water rafting in West Virginia on the New River. It was simply amazing. I had a blast with my family. G monster got to spend the day with her Cousin who is 3 months older but you wouldnt know it looking at them side by side. lol
Got to see a lot of family && friends who i havent seen in a few years so overall the trip was very nice. G monster did well both 15 hr drive to & from so proud of her.
i really miss chat.. ive been tryin to pop in more often but its still not as much as i would like to.
http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3ITRHZ7JS8D9F/ref=cm_wl_act_vv?_encoding=UTF8&visitor-view=1&reveal=
not that i expect anything but i like posting updated wishlists.
i am single. have been for almost a month or so. the Father of my child or who i like to call sperm donor... decided he couldnt get his life together and chose to be selfish and walked away.
I am over being a stay at home mum tho i love my G monster with my all. its time to make a change an find a job maybe two to provide for the two of us and start this long hard journey.I've applied to several in the past few days hopefully i hear back from one. i am trying to stay positive b/c i know that i am strong enough and more then capable. but i also know that there will be times when its harder then others. I wish i had a better support system other then my family to help encourage me. there are a lot of times where i feel isolated b/c of my status. not having friends anywhere close to where i live is beyond shitty and doesnt help trying to keep positive.
Earlier this month i went White water rafting in West Virginia on the New River. It was simply amazing. I had a blast with my family. G monster got to spend the day with her Cousin who is 3 months older but you wouldnt know it looking at them side by side. lol
Got to see a lot of family && friends who i havent seen in a few years so overall the trip was very nice. G monster did well both 15 hr drive to & from so proud of her.
i really miss chat.. ive been tryin to pop in more often but its still not as much as i would like to.
http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3ITRHZ7JS8D9F/ref=cm_wl_act_vv?_encoding=UTF8&visitor-view=1&reveal=
not that i expect anything but i like posting updated wishlists.
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But saying that you dont need him .. fuck him girl .. your strong and got what it takes to handle this kiddo. Your sooo much stronger then you give yourself credit for ... oh and you got all your friends on here ... we is always here 4 u. I know im in Australia but u can hit me up anytime day or night if you need a eye or anything.
Your a top girl space ... i lovessss you <3
i'm agree with vegz, you don't need him
Wish you to find a good guy who loves you and your son to spend your life with
..or you could marry me
hope to meet you in LA
if you need any help or just want to talk write me a message
love you my friend <3