Thursday Aug 27, 2009

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so its been a while since i last wrote a blog thought id update

hmm ... so i decided to finally go back to school an get my high school diploma ... i was originally going to get my GED but decided it just wasnt for me .. i found a program where i send off my info an they mail me packets of work i need to complete i get all tht done an finish with at least a 2.0 an they mail me my HS diploma and if i'd like i could go take senior pics an get a class ring ... i think i mite do all tht once i finish. im very excited and some what proud of myself for finally strting to pull my head outta my ass

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I left high school mid way thru my 11th grade year because of personal issues that would affect my schooling both thru actual learning and my peers i decided that i did not want to put myself thru embarrassment and ridicule from others i am emotionally unstable and could not have been able to focus on my studies having to deal with the negativeness from other students and teachers i went to a D.O.D school in Belgium which only had maybe at most 400 maybe 500 students so everyone knew everything you ever did it was worse then any american high school ive ever been to or attended.



i still cant find a job but i think im going to give up or rather postpone my search for a while until i finish my schooling so that way im not distracted and focus more. and also have a slightly better chance of finding one.

my laptop finally died for good .... i cried bout it cos ima wimp
my powercord had a shortage and gave up so im stuck on the desk top which isnt too bad cos its a mac but i cant move about with it like im used to or would like to

i got to see my BFF Lexanity the other day for a few hours it wasnt near as long enough as i would have liked but i got to see her an it made my day so i was happy
i'd like to go see her b4 she moves a bit further away i miss her an boone an the kids lots!

being back in FL sucks i feel like im losing my mind here i have no friends here no one to talk to and nothing but house work to do ... i wish more SG ppl were in FL i think tht would b a lil better like plan a trip to seaworld or something an meet up tht would be nice ..

i miss NJ a lot !!! i miss Greggy and Mal !!

i miss being able to snuggle up to my man at night and wake up in the mornings still in his arms .
i love him to death! i cant wait for these 6 months or so to fly by so we can be together again.
i wake up every morning round 5:30am just to see his face for 10-15 mins before he has to go to work an im on every evening when he gets off ... its def not anywhere close to the same as in person but its better then nothing... what i'd give to just be able to spend a day with him ... *siiiiiigh*

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i need to lose 20 lbs. oink




Edited: August 28, 2009 @ 8:27PM


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youroldlady:
I am so proud of you girl ! You are one of the most amazing people I have ever met. Don't ever let anyone make you feel bad. You bring so much joy and happiness to the world. Hugs
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i like your updates. good luck with school smile sending good vibes your way. kiss and sad because i miss jersey lots too.

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