Why am I in such a horrible mood? Im anxious and lonely for no pinpointable reason. I hate this. theres no reason I should be in this mood. I feel like crying and its pissing me off because I feel like I dont have a good enough reason.
I have the next 3 days off, I just got back from vegas yesterday. I need to listento more music. I havent been spending enough time with me lately, maybe thats it. maybe its just been too long since I last had a good oppurtunity to just let out the day's shittiness and its just built up till now.
It all started when Becca wanted to shave my face. I was really scared but i wanted her to do i but ive been butchered in the past do I was nervous.....and jsut right then my karma level plummeted and I wasnt able to recover. I think it progressed worse all night over at daves and $2 margarita night at chevy's. and by the time Becca and Carolyn dropped me off I was all blarged out.
why the fuck am I writing in this...I just wish I had someone to talk to.
I have the next 3 days off, I just got back from vegas yesterday. I need to listento more music. I havent been spending enough time with me lately, maybe thats it. maybe its just been too long since I last had a good oppurtunity to just let out the day's shittiness and its just built up till now.
It all started when Becca wanted to shave my face. I was really scared but i wanted her to do i but ive been butchered in the past do I was nervous.....and jsut right then my karma level plummeted and I wasnt able to recover. I think it progressed worse all night over at daves and $2 margarita night at chevy's. and by the time Becca and Carolyn dropped me off I was all blarged out.
why the fuck am I writing in this...I just wish I had someone to talk to.
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I know these feelings, i'm feeling the same these last times