soxstarryxeyed

i hate break ups.
worst thing ever.
even though i know it's better for both of us.
i hate hurting people.

provides a good rationale for binge drinking tonight i suppose

katieokiedokie:

breaking up is never fun..

Jul 11, 2009

starting tomorrow i'll be teaching a course on health disparities
which would be fine
except that
a. i can't even define "health disparity" properly
b. my way intense mentor assigned me to do it without asking me
c. she'll be there watching every class

i might have a panic attack

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heymcfly:

Sounds adventurous. My suggestions would be:
for a. bring a dictionary
for b. try to be more scarce around your mentor; she can't assign you things if she can't catch you
for c. Xanax? No, try and think of it like a performance and everyone is such a big fan of yours that it doesn't matter if you drop the ball here or there, you'll pick it up and keep going cause you're the one they're there to see.

Jul 5, 2009

soxstarryxeyed:

aww thanks

Jul 6, 2009

i'm bored.

bother me.

xo.

lors:

I hope your boredom has been cured... it has been 20+ days after all.
If not, I could poke you with a stick.

Jun 25, 2009

soxstarryxeyed:

thanks, i'm much less bored today

Jun 25, 2009

so today.

1. my program director called to tell me that the supervisor at what is supposed to be my training rotation next year, quit. and thus, i no longer have a position.

i cried.

not only do i not how i'm going to get paid next year, i might have to take a rotation that i really don't want. super.

2. my mentor let...
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drewdog:

Wow that really sucks. Nothing but savages out there

May 31, 2009

since my school and work networks block suicidegirls
i've started a new blog that i can actually access

http://so-starry-eyed.tumblr.com/

katieokiedokie:

it sucks when places block this site..

Mar 10, 2009

thethinwhiteduke:

UC blocked SG? Those bastards!

Mar 24, 2009

apparently all my blogs are about school.

which makes sense, because that's really all i do.

BUT, things are finally working out so super well.
i get paid to work on a project with a doctor from harvard that is pretty much my dream line of research
AND my masters is almost done
AND my latest article just got accepted for publication
AND i get...
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punknitemike:

having a social life can balance out your school stuff, go to some shows!

Feb 16, 2009

i'm sick of fake people. i feel like i don't fit in in cincinnati. but then again, i've never really felt like i have. i just want to have friends who don't think dave matthews is a lyrical genius. i want to make girl friends who don't need to dress up like sluts and go to pretentious bars to have a good time. i want...
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