southernspirit

It's my last day till I work again and I am so sore still even after a full day of resting.I am recovering and adapting to actually working my ass off for money.And no I dont hit the curb for my money anymore,that was the old me.lol
So it came into my attention that I don't fully display myself correctly to others online.I was told that I mainly give off this supreme spiritualist and thats who I am entirely and its a false sense because there are so many sides of me.I like to say that I am a ocean untamed and unpredictable as they're are many sides of the ocean many currents and winds that change it.I am just legally insane.But never the less I know who I am and even if I am not very vocal or open die hard about my practices and habits I know that spirituality is my core structure as its helped me survive in this world.
Arrogance is something I have,I am often a ass and very direct,I love to play and joke around as well as twist and contort others thoughts.I am just a unknown word,because I am genuine and true to myself even at the cost at times that I am told I am "selfish".I have the ups and the downs but I try to do what I "feel"(keyword "feel" is right) is the honest and better way to help or do something for those around me.I am mixed and confusing as I am just lost yet found in my light.I struggle to be balanced and leveled in this world and even if there is sad words and evil hearts in lifetime I still remain true,with a true heart I beat down bitches of darkness with my boomstick haha.
I am tired and hungry for some damn wings gah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!