soultoast

Ahhh...brand new day.

Well who is new lady that has taken hold of the Soultoasts heart? Well obviously there are many... but the immediate one. The one that lives near me...well, my friends, a beauty she is. A wonder of personalites...well, lets hope so at least.

It's been a while since I was on the dating circuit. I'm not very good at it...at least I don't remeber being...Oh, but why can't all women be web-ready images and IM aliases. Why, indeed, can it not be that easy?

Well...it's because now I have to talk to her. I don't get to pick the most flattering photo in real life.
Nope..its all, me all the time. and..it stinks.

I've developed healthy crushes all my life...at least one a day. Sometimes its just as easy as a smile, while other days its a hard fought battle. Believe me, I know you know. Well, a crush is a crush until it becomes reality...I'm not good with reality. I don't like to admit to reality.
Its these instances, when I wish I could just talk and say something. I've got talking to say nothing and/or just to hear myself down. But when it comes time to actually explain the feeling? It escapes me...the ability to form rational thoughts totally escapes me.


At any rate...I acyually don't feel like burdoning anybody with this...and I don't have boobs, so you can't stop and just look at my photo.

blah...I was listening to Texas is the Reason today. You ever listen to a band for a while, then one day realize that you don't like them very much? That happened. I like one song on that disk...how much does that suck?

yadda yadda...allright....

Oh..personal thought...I think that Dia really upped the ante on sets. Shes obviously as beautiful to see as she is to speak to. Not something you find everyday......

-b