soultoast

you know...I've got a real self-loathing issue.

I hate photos of myself...ahhh geez...

I met the most amazing people this weekend..and you guys are some of them.

At on point in time I said to one of you (you know who you are) that I am 99.9 percent personality....I truely believe this..which makes it even more frightning, seeing as how this A type gets me into more trouble than I would like.

I think alot of this is steeming from the fact that I trying to deal with solitude, and I'm not real good at it.

I spent a long time in a rut...a very long time. I wasn't very happy at the time. Now that I'm out of that I don't currently have a rut and it's a bit strange. Happy or not I was accustomed to it. Now I'm looking for my new rut....and spending waaay to much time on the SG chat.

all good things come to those who wait...screw that, I'm an American..I demand satisfaction! (thats a joke)

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