well, it doesn't seem to be getting any better....
I haven't really done a very good job of documenting the struggle. I don't seem to have the words. This is not a poetic moment. There are no lovingly crafted phrases to describe this. This is a matter of two people who grew apart and are now having to deal with the consequences.
I thought that I would feel sadness or anger or something....nope...complete apathy. It all just doesn't seem to matter anymore. I just want it to be over with. I'm sick of the whole situation. I fell like I've wasted all my good years...it's really sad to look back on a relationship like that.
The worst thing is that I've tried to put it behind me by reaching out to others. Not so much asking for help or sympathy, but more or less, asking for conversation....and I'm not doing a very good job.
Oh well...tomorrows tomorrow and its not going to get any worse than today.
At least I hope not
I haven't really done a very good job of documenting the struggle. I don't seem to have the words. This is not a poetic moment. There are no lovingly crafted phrases to describe this. This is a matter of two people who grew apart and are now having to deal with the consequences.
I thought that I would feel sadness or anger or something....nope...complete apathy. It all just doesn't seem to matter anymore. I just want it to be over with. I'm sick of the whole situation. I fell like I've wasted all my good years...it's really sad to look back on a relationship like that.
The worst thing is that I've tried to put it behind me by reaching out to others. Not so much asking for help or sympathy, but more or less, asking for conversation....and I'm not doing a very good job.
Oh well...tomorrows tomorrow and its not going to get any worse than today.
At least I hope not
crystal