11.15
Why does this keep happening? He was just a baby. So young.
It's like someone hit rewind and stopped it on November 4, 2002 and I'm reliving Damon's suicide again.
Single gunshot wound to the head. Fatal. Self-inflicted. X next to the suicide box on the death certificate.
I don't know how to deal. Why do I have to relive this every few years? Is this the last time? Please? Because this makes five. I can't do much more before I break.
I mean, I'm fine. I'm always okay. But how many more trials do I have to endure? How many more before I'm just numb?
Why does this keep happening? He was just a baby. So young.
It's like someone hit rewind and stopped it on November 4, 2002 and I'm reliving Damon's suicide again.
Single gunshot wound to the head. Fatal. Self-inflicted. X next to the suicide box on the death certificate.
I don't know how to deal. Why do I have to relive this every few years? Is this the last time? Please? Because this makes five. I can't do much more before I break.
I mean, I'm fine. I'm always okay. But how many more trials do I have to endure? How many more before I'm just numb?