I'm getting married. 
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barbigirl:
congratulations!!
metroglamour:
Congratulations!
11.19
Today was Girl Monster's fifth birthday party. I am not ready for this. At 5.32 am, August 31... she will be five years old. Tomorrow she starts preschool. She is so excited. She has grown so much. She is such an intelligent girl. I am not ready for this.
I have a "homework" assignment from her school. I have to write a brief paragraph...
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Today was Girl Monster's fifth birthday party. I am not ready for this. At 5.32 am, August 31... she will be five years old. Tomorrow she starts preschool. She is so excited. She has grown so much. She is such an intelligent girl. I am not ready for this.
I have a "homework" assignment from her school. I have to write a brief paragraph...
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10.31
So there you were. In front of us all. On your right, all your family. On your left, all of us freaks... your friends.
We're sitting there with our weird piercings, our tattoos, our rainbow hair and our leather pants. The first time the whole crew has been out in the daylight... in probably ever. We're old now. Dreadlocks greying, weight gained and lost,...
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So there you were. In front of us all. On your right, all your family. On your left, all of us freaks... your friends.
We're sitting there with our weird piercings, our tattoos, our rainbow hair and our leather pants. The first time the whole crew has been out in the daylight... in probably ever. We're old now. Dreadlocks greying, weight gained and lost,...
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grahamfacekillah:
That is a great post for a fallen friend. Sorry for your loss. Pretty awesomeness that a priest did Repo!
2.04
My head is throbbing and her voice is shrill.
It's hot and I'm exhausted.
Is it really too much to ask for sleep? Really?
My head is throbbing and her voice is shrill.
It's hot and I'm exhausted.
Is it really too much to ask for sleep? Really?
1.23
One - two - three. Just like that.
How many times do I have to lose someone to suicide? How many times will fucked up shit happen?
I'm so numb to it all I can't even cry. I haven't. I won't. This is stupid. The rope was stupid. Erase last night, let's start over. One - two - three, ready - set - go.
One - two - three. Just like that.
How many times do I have to lose someone to suicide? How many times will fucked up shit happen?
I'm so numb to it all I can't even cry. I haven't. I won't. This is stupid. The rope was stupid. Erase last night, let's start over. One - two - three, ready - set - go.
ironmog:
Suicide sucks. And I'm sorry. I just wanna hug you forever. I promise, I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me! 
11.32
Shopping. LOTS of shopping. Scored two black leather motorcycle jackets for the kids... for a grand total of $15. Brand new jackets. Too fucking cute.
Got a billion different gypsie outfits.
Played in the rain. Chased the storm.
GREAT FUCKING DAY!
Shopping. LOTS of shopping. Scored two black leather motorcycle jackets for the kids... for a grand total of $15. Brand new jackets. Too fucking cute.
Got a billion different gypsie outfits.
Played in the rain. Chased the storm.
GREAT FUCKING DAY!
2.32
A week and a half left in my first semester of college and I have finally learned something.
I've been at my job for a year now. I hate it more than I did when I started it.
I'm so fucking in love it's retarded.
A week and a half left in my first semester of college and I have finally learned something.
I've been at my job for a year now. I hate it more than I did when I started it.
I'm so fucking in love it's retarded.
8.57
There I am, completely smug because I had managed to behave myself all day.
And with one look it all came tumbling down.
And now I want your hands tangled in my hair, my hands clutching your shoulders. I want to be pulled closer to you, further into me.
I'm restless and I'm blaming you, love.
There I am, completely smug because I had managed to behave myself all day.
And with one look it all came tumbling down.
And now I want your hands tangled in my hair, my hands clutching your shoulders. I want to be pulled closer to you, further into me.
I'm restless and I'm blaming you, love.
12.56
I've left pretenses at the door tonight.
I've unveiled some of the deepest and darkest.
Love does funny things like that to a person.
I've left pretenses at the door tonight.
I've unveiled some of the deepest and darkest.
Love does funny things like that to a person.
ironmog:
It does. It certainly does. And oh my god it also causes panic mode. I'm STILL freaking out.