Freezing
Can't move at all
Screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice
Time for me to try and find a career. I am getting sick of 'going to work' just to earn enough to pay bills, and keep me from being unemployed.
When I went to Uni, I had a map of what I wanted to do all drawn out in my head. I graduated with a good grade and began my journey. Then life took another swift kick at my balls. 7 years later here I am, struggling to pay bills, starting to resent another job, wondering where my future lies. I have never been a morning person, but for the last 3 or 4 months, things have taken a downhill turn, and I lie in bed every morning wondering ... Why??
I know everybody goes through this kinda thing at some point, but I am no longer that kid who thought 'oh well, at least in another few months I can change things....'
Makes it worse when I hear of old friends and ex's doing something with their lives and being happy in thier careers.
Only thing is, where do I start looking, as I really don't have any more of an idea what I want to do than I did 10 years ago, and anyway, I don't have the ' relevant experience' for anything I think I could enjoy doing......
Anyhoo, that was probably something I should have thought about quietly, but it is good to vent on here sometimes, and at least it saves me from talking to myself too much.....
Pic of the day
Glesga patter
Thought (this was quite appropriate for my mindset) of the day
"As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being." - Carl Jung
Can't move at all
Screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice
Time for me to try and find a career. I am getting sick of 'going to work' just to earn enough to pay bills, and keep me from being unemployed.
When I went to Uni, I had a map of what I wanted to do all drawn out in my head. I graduated with a good grade and began my journey. Then life took another swift kick at my balls. 7 years later here I am, struggling to pay bills, starting to resent another job, wondering where my future lies. I have never been a morning person, but for the last 3 or 4 months, things have taken a downhill turn, and I lie in bed every morning wondering ... Why??
I know everybody goes through this kinda thing at some point, but I am no longer that kid who thought 'oh well, at least in another few months I can change things....'
Makes it worse when I hear of old friends and ex's doing something with their lives and being happy in thier careers.
Only thing is, where do I start looking, as I really don't have any more of an idea what I want to do than I did 10 years ago, and anyway, I don't have the ' relevant experience' for anything I think I could enjoy doing......
Anyhoo, that was probably something I should have thought about quietly, but it is good to vent on here sometimes, and at least it saves me from talking to myself too much.....
Pic of the day
Glesga patter
Thought (this was quite appropriate for my mindset) of the day
"As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being." - Carl Jung
ra0ul:
i know what you mean about careers although i've exited three serious contenders. Don't know when the Pearl Jam tickets go on sale but they're supposed to be playing on the 26th & 27th Sept. I'll let you know when i hear more.
soapdodger:
Sorry to hear you're having a crisis. I wouldn't presume to offer advice only my sympathy. Good to see it hasn't affected your taste in photographs of gorgeous women, though. Who is that? 