I apologize for not updating for so long 
Things have been nuts around the house and our landlord just pulled a doozy on us--He now wants to sell the house so we have been running around getting everything cleaned up because until we can find a new house we have to allow potential buyers into OUR home to look around--This is really getting to me--With everything I deal with already I (we) have to deal with strangers invading our privacy--Damn I'm so fucking pissed--Our landlord is a 23 year old shit who just wants the money because our house is worth a lot at the moment--And he only informed us a week ago--We already have a For Sale Sign in our damn yard--All I know is that he better slow the fuck down or he's gonna get a beat down--Grrrr sorry but I had to get that out--I am so damned tired of assholes screwing with my (ours) life---But anyways as I was cleaning I found some more old poetry from when I was 14 so I thought I would share....
As I laid on my back with your hand gripping my throat
I closed my eyes hearing my ragged breathing,beckoning the blackness to enclose
Me in it's warm oblivion
Waving goodbye to your intentions
I would fly in a world of my own creation
I wouldn't feel you in me
I wouldn't hear the mocking laugh of your revenge
No
No
I am flying no need to breathe, slowly dying
But that's ok
But that's ok
I am the abstract as I fade away
Here in my world you'll never play
With the toys of my soul
No you fuck you will slip and slide on the cold construct
Of the grey matter of my mind
Die Die because here I am the master and you are the bug I find under the bottom of my shoes
So tear into me if you wish
Let the blood flow like a river down my leg
Suffocate my cries
But I will never let you see me weep
I save that for my sub-concious sleep
And every day I will count your misdeeds
I will be an apt pupil
I will wrap my rage in the strongest steel
And when the day comes I will open the door to hell
And usher you in,and evry day for the rest of eternity
You will eat,sleep,scream,die,cry,burn,and taste every touch you inflicted upon me,every degradation you taught me to feel--And I will smile as the Grim Reaper chuckles because for every one of you he has taken,he keeps count because you are the Forsaken
Lexi
Things have been nuts around the house and our landlord just pulled a doozy on us--He now wants to sell the house so we have been running around getting everything cleaned up because until we can find a new house we have to allow potential buyers into OUR home to look around--This is really getting to me--With everything I deal with already I (we) have to deal with strangers invading our privacy--Damn I'm so fucking pissed--Our landlord is a 23 year old shit who just wants the money because our house is worth a lot at the moment--And he only informed us a week ago--We already have a For Sale Sign in our damn yard--All I know is that he better slow the fuck down or he's gonna get a beat down--Grrrr sorry but I had to get that out--I am so damned tired of assholes screwing with my (ours) life---But anyways as I was cleaning I found some more old poetry from when I was 14 so I thought I would share....
As I laid on my back with your hand gripping my throat
I closed my eyes hearing my ragged breathing,beckoning the blackness to enclose
Me in it's warm oblivion
Waving goodbye to your intentions
I would fly in a world of my own creation
I wouldn't feel you in me
I wouldn't hear the mocking laugh of your revenge
No
No
I am flying no need to breathe, slowly dying
But that's ok
But that's ok
I am the abstract as I fade away
Here in my world you'll never play
With the toys of my soul
No you fuck you will slip and slide on the cold construct
Of the grey matter of my mind
Die Die because here I am the master and you are the bug I find under the bottom of my shoes
So tear into me if you wish
Let the blood flow like a river down my leg
Suffocate my cries
But I will never let you see me weep
I save that for my sub-concious sleep
And every day I will count your misdeeds
I will be an apt pupil
I will wrap my rage in the strongest steel
And when the day comes I will open the door to hell
And usher you in,and evry day for the rest of eternity
You will eat,sleep,scream,die,cry,burn,and taste every touch you inflicted upon me,every degradation you taught me to feel--And I will smile as the Grim Reaper chuckles because for every one of you he has taken,he keeps count because you are the Forsaken
Lexi
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*hugs*
Hope everything calms down and you get an awesome place to live! hehe... good luck!
-D