sorrow

EVEN THO ITS ANNOYING AS FUCK TO USE MY SMART PHONE AND ITS LIL SCREEN TO GET ONLINE AND MANUVER AROUND THE KICKASS SITE KNOW AS sg, SEEING ALL OF YOUR LOVELY NAKED BODIES AND THE SWEET WORDS AND COMMENTS AND LETTERS FROM THE MOST AMAZING SITE MEMBERS ON THE WEB! IM NOT THE GREATEST AT KEEPING UP TO DATE ON MY BLOGS OR THREADS OR VIDEO DIARIES......SHOCKING I KNOW! EVEM WHEN I DO HAVE COMPUTER ACCESS ITS DIFFICULT FOR ME TO STAY CONSISTANT AND ROUTINE EVERYDAY WITH POSTING AND TAKIN PICS! IM SORRY CUZ IT SUX I KNOW....... I HAVE BEEN CONSCIOUS OF THIS MY WHOLE LIFE CUZ MY MOM <WHO I LOVE SUPER MUCH> WAS VERY OFTEN LATE OR TARDY TO ALMOST ANYTHING SHE HAD PLANNED OR TOOK ME TOO..... SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I NATURALLY VOWED NOT TO BE LATE OR UNPROMPT IN LIFE LIKE MY MOM. OFCOURSE HERE I SIT 25YRS OLD AND TRYING TO FIND THE MOST AFFECTIVE WAY TO APPROACH~ATTACK~ALIENATE FOR GOOD MY HANDICAP CONCERNING PUNCTUALITY! AND THAT ISNT EVEN A 17TH OF ALL THE OTHER JUICY~GUSHY DETAILS I NEED TO FILL YOU ALL IN ON ABOUT THE LAST ALMOST 2YRS THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ACTIVE AND ALIVE ON THE SITE!! LET ME TELL YOU ALOT HAS HAPPENED IN THAT SHORT CHUNK OF TIME AND IM BEGINING TO REALIZE THAT IM GUNNA HAVE TO BREAK IT ALL DOWN AND FILL YA IN ON MY CRAZY SKINNY STRIPPER BITCH LIFE IN EPISODES EVERYDAY..... AND I WISH I HAD ALL THE PICTURES AND VIDEO THAT WERE TAKEN OVER THE LAST 2YRS BUT LIKE SOME OF MY PRIDE MOST OF THE PICTURES ARE OFF WANDERING THE WORLD OR THE BEDROOM FLOOR OF SOME ASSHOLE GUY WHO LEFT JUST AS MUCH OF AN IMPRESSION ON ME AS THE MEMORY OF HOW IT GOT THERE!

GLAD IM BACK ON THE SITE.....I SHOULDVE BEEN THIS WHOLE TIME.....IT SURE WOULD HAVE HAD SOME PEOPLE TO TALK TO ABOUT ALL THE FUCKED UP SHIT I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO APPROPRIATELY DEAL WITH AND FEEL ABOUT. I REALLY DO APPRECIATE YALL STAYIN IN TUCH AND BUGGIN ME EVEN THO I WASNT ACTIVE OR ABLE TO LOG IN AND POST...... IT IS BEING ACKNOWLEDGED AND APPRECIATED BY MYSELF VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW!! SO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SUPER FUCKIN GROOVY!! I WILL POST A PIC OF ME RIGHT NOW SO U CAN SEE WHAT I LOOK LIKE IN CURRENT REAL LIFE-NESS. IM KINDA HIGH AND CANT THINK TOO STRIAGHT AT THE MOMENT BUT I WILL POST AGAIN LATER!