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WELL I DIDNT GET THE JOB....BUT TS THEIR LOSS! WE DROVE ALL THE WAY DOWNTOWN FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT HE HIRED A GIRL THE NIGHT BEFORE. HOW THE FUCK WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT WHEN YOU DONT HAVE A PHONE TO BE REACHED AT AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS YOU GAVE DOESNT WORK?? AND I TOLD HIM THAT TOO, AND I TOLD HIM HE WAS GONNA LET US IN FOR FREE BECAUSE I DIDNT EVEN GET AN INTERVIEW!! AND IT WORKED! MY GAL PAL AND I GOT IN FOR FREE AND DANCED OUR LITTLE BUTTS OF FOR A BIT! AND THE BIG MODELING MEET N GREET DIDNT WORK OUT EITHER SO IT WASNT A VERY PRODUCTIVE NIGHT....BUT AT LEAST I GOT TO DANCE IT OFF!! BUT IN GOOD NEWS I DO HAVE 2 INTERVIEWS TOMORROW MORNING....ONE AT U-HAUL <WHOOPIE> I NEED MONEY! AND ANOTHER AT THE MALL FOR SUNGLASS AND WATCH WORLD....I DONT LIKE WORKING AT THE MALL CUZ OF ALL THE PRETENTIOUS FAKE PEOPLE BUT THE MALL LOVES ME! WELL MY CUSTOMER SERVICE/SALES ABILITIES AND CUTE FACE I GUESS!! IT WOULD BE A COMISSION JOB, WHICH IM GOOD AT...SO IT MONEY! AND I FOUND AN AWESOME PROGRAM THE MT,HOOD CC. ITS TELECOMMUNICATIONS, SO ID BE STUDYING RADIO BROADCASTING, TV PRODUCTION, PHOTOGRAPHY, AND GRAPHIC DESIGN!!! AND I LOVE LOVE ALL OF THOSE!! I WANTED TO MAJOR IN SOMETHING TECH AND BUSINESS SAVVY WHICH I SO AM, BUT ALSO CREATIVITY, SO THIS IS PERFECT! IM ONE OF THOSE CRAZY, SULLEN, RESERVED, YET WAY TO OUTGOING ARTIST TYPES! IF THAT MAKES SENSE. LETS SEE WHAT ELSE, WELL IM HAVING BOY DRAMA BUT THATS ALWAYS BEEN A CONSTANT IN MY LIFE SO I KINDA IGNORE IT NOW. I REALLY NEED TO GET MY NAILS REDONE BUT IM SO BROKE!! I HAVE BEEN GETTING SOME GREAT LETTERS FROM MY BEST BUD IN THE SERVICE!! ITS HARD AND SAD BUT SO RELEIVING TO HEAR FROM HIM!! HE IS MAKING POSITIVE TRANSITIONS IN HIS LIFE RIGHT NOW AND DISCOVERING WHO HE IS INSIDE AND ITA SO GREAT TO KNOW THAT!! MMMMM MY MOM MADE ME EGGS AND AN ENGLISH MUFFIN!! I LOVE FOOD....MAY NOT BE ABLE TO TELL BUT I SO DO...IM ITALIAN COME ON!! O AND WHEN I GET THE MUNCHIES I FUKIN EAT EVERYTHING!! FUCK!!!!I HAVE FLEA BITES AND I FUCKIN HATE FLEAS!!! BUT I LOVE MY CAT SO SO MUCH!! WELL I SHOULD PROBABLY GET GOING....MY GAL PAL AUTUMN IS HAVING KINDA A RUFF TIME WITH LIFE SO IM GONNA GO HANG WITH HER AND TRY AND HAVE SOME FUN FOR A CHANGE!!! I TOOK SOME PICS WHEN I GOT HOME.....WOULDNT YOU WANNA HIRE ME????











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