sorrow

MMMMM SO THE SHOOT WENT AWESOME!!!! JUSTIN GOT TO HELP OUT ALOT ON THIS ONE!! I THINK YUR ALL GONNA DIG IT, ONCE AGAINI PUT IT ALOT OF BRAIN WORK, CREATIVITY,AND SET AND COSTUME WORK!! I LOVE IT!! SO I WENT TO LOOK AT CAMERAS AND WAS OVERWHELMED, WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY CHOICES, IM KINDA BAD AT MAKING DECISIONS....O WELL IM GONNA TO BEST BUY TONITE AND HAVE SOMEONE WALK ME THROUGHT THEM! THATS THEIR JOB! ANYWAY I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIND WHO WILL BE LEAVING FOR THE MILITARY SOON. UNFORTUNATELY I WAS A LITTLE BUMMED.......HE HAS CHANGED AND HIS ATTITUDE HAS GONE DOWN THE TOILET, MAKES ME SAD! SO ANYWAY THEY HAD THIS BEAUTIFUL BLACK CAT LEFT AT THIER HOUSE. THE NEXT MORNING IT SHIT ON THE CARPET, SO MY FRIEND THREW IT OUT THE BACK DOOR AND YELLED AT IT, AND IT BROKES ITS PAW!! IT WAS COMPLETELYCROOKED! I WAS SO PISSED AT HIM!! AND HE KEPT MESSIN WITH ITS FOOT AND BENDING IT, I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE SO I DROVE BACK TO HIS HOUSE WITH JUSTIN AND TOOK THE CAT WITH US TO THE VET. THEY WERE GONNA KILL IT THEMSELVES IF I DIDNT TAKE IT. UNFORTUNATELY I DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY FOR IT SO I HAD TO SIGN IT OVER TOTHE VETS, AND THEY WILL PUT IT UP FOR ADOPTION WITHIN THE WEEK AND IT WILL BE HEALED,AND SPADE!! THEN I CAN TAKE HIM HOME.....IF JUSTINS OKAY WITH IT. SO SAD! YEAH SO I HAVE TO DRIVE DOWN TO MY COSMETOLOGY SCHOOL TODAY,GET ALL MY SUPPLIES AND TALK ABOUT HOW IM GONNA PAY THEM BACK! I OWE LIKE 1200 DOLLARS FOR DROPPPING OUT, SUX!!!O YEAH AND GOOD NEWS TO ME I SEEM TO HAVE GOTTEN OVER MY LIL SPURT OF LIFES OVERWHELMING FRUSTARATIONS AND STRESS,AND REALIZED THAT GOING BACK TO COUNSELING STILL HAS THE SAME EFFECT ON MY.....I GET EXTREMELY PARANOID AND FEEL EVEN CRAZIER!! SO IM DONE WITH SHRINKS AND IM JUST GONNA KEEP MYSELF BUSY.....IM SERIOUSLY CONTIMPLATING ANEW JOB.....MY HAS JUST CHANGED FROM WHAT I EXPECTED AND I REALLY DONT FEEL IM GETTING PAID SUFFICIENT FOR WHAT I WORK! BUT I GOT TO FIND A NEW ONE FIRST! WELL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!