Ah, poetry day .... which also means its Wednesday, for teh fluxx0rs ... w00t!
Sorry for the lack of updating this week, my mothers k0mput0r is a piece of SHIT with a dialup connection and I havent had time to really even think at work ... as far as the past few days are concerned, the following statements are true:
- Snow can fucking bite my ASS. Im so ready for either spring, or a change of scenery. Living in New England is SO overrated.
- Productivity is a wonderful thing, and having the resources to be productive is even better. Expect a mix CD from the hopefully soon-to-be delurking DJ Seraphym (also expect that Ill be locking myself up in a closet and perfecting / hoaning mah skills wif da wiggy wiggy soon). W00t! Imma have da mad beatz, yo.
- Family cannot be chosen. Family has come to mean something very different to me than what it really should mean. The 'idea' of family is something far more disappointing than any other disappointment Ive ever experienced in my life.
- Expect nothing. Hope is useless, it only brings disappointment. Please yourself. Love yourself. Take care of yourself. If you don't do things yourself, you'll never be happy with the end result. Rely on no one else. When things change, you'll be pleasantly surprised.
- Take nothing for granted. The moments we have are precious and few, dont waste them. Life is so fragile and it could break before you have come to terms with anything at all. Though .... not everyone realizes it. Tell everyone you love that you do so before each passing day ends, EVEN if you are angry with them. Take every opportunity to make known what you would want known before the end. Each day you die a little more ....
- Cherish what you have. Love yourself. If you cant love yourself, you arent capable of loving anyone else.
- Good friends make all the difference.
- Itchy tattoos suck.
- Cherish the people that care, because you can usually only count them on one hand.
- Realize your dreams. If you don't, no one else will for you.
Gawd, when did I become such a sap ... ANYWAYS ... electricity should be turned back on at some point today, which makes me SO happy ... that I dont have to hang out at my mothers haus anymore than I need to ...
On a lighter note, Im excited about going to Flux tonight. Should be good music, the SPikey one will be spinning, so Ill be dancing like a maniac, no doubt. Anyone care to join me?
Far as I know, there should be new crew people showing up at teh fluxx0rs tonight, right ? Have I been misinformed ? In any case, Ill be there ... per usual. Getting drunk and hoping to dance. Yanno. Hope to se the usual suspects there, as well as new faces ... *cough*
And now ... dun dun duuuuuuuuunnn ... more poetry by moi:
enjoy!!
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Time is of the essence, so they say.
It is of hope and learning and fear.
It is of precious passing moments
that never seem to last long enough.
It is of feeling and dreaming.
It is of pain and suffering.
Never having enough. Always wanting more. More. Need more. More.
It is a cruel joke and a sadistic fantasy.
It is drama and tears.
It is anxiety and patience.
Wanting. Needing. Slipping. Farther.
Away -
Construction of life and death.
Simultaneously.
Falling farther behind than you even realize.
And suddenly ...
Where are you ?
Who took you ?
Essence. Force. Intangible. Broken.
Essence ? Blind. Deaf. Cold.
Rotting from underneath me.
All around me.
Inside me.
And I don't even know it.
Time is of the essence ...
So they say.
Sorry for the lack of updating this week, my mothers k0mput0r is a piece of SHIT with a dialup connection and I havent had time to really even think at work ... as far as the past few days are concerned, the following statements are true:
- Snow can fucking bite my ASS. Im so ready for either spring, or a change of scenery. Living in New England is SO overrated.
- Productivity is a wonderful thing, and having the resources to be productive is even better. Expect a mix CD from the hopefully soon-to-be delurking DJ Seraphym (also expect that Ill be locking myself up in a closet and perfecting / hoaning mah skills wif da wiggy wiggy soon). W00t! Imma have da mad beatz, yo.
- Family cannot be chosen. Family has come to mean something very different to me than what it really should mean. The 'idea' of family is something far more disappointing than any other disappointment Ive ever experienced in my life.
- Expect nothing. Hope is useless, it only brings disappointment. Please yourself. Love yourself. Take care of yourself. If you don't do things yourself, you'll never be happy with the end result. Rely on no one else. When things change, you'll be pleasantly surprised.
- Take nothing for granted. The moments we have are precious and few, dont waste them. Life is so fragile and it could break before you have come to terms with anything at all. Though .... not everyone realizes it. Tell everyone you love that you do so before each passing day ends, EVEN if you are angry with them. Take every opportunity to make known what you would want known before the end. Each day you die a little more ....
- Cherish what you have. Love yourself. If you cant love yourself, you arent capable of loving anyone else.
- Good friends make all the difference.
- Itchy tattoos suck.
- Cherish the people that care, because you can usually only count them on one hand.
- Realize your dreams. If you don't, no one else will for you.
Gawd, when did I become such a sap ... ANYWAYS ... electricity should be turned back on at some point today, which makes me SO happy ... that I dont have to hang out at my mothers haus anymore than I need to ...
On a lighter note, Im excited about going to Flux tonight. Should be good music, the SPikey one will be spinning, so Ill be dancing like a maniac, no doubt. Anyone care to join me?
Far as I know, there should be new crew people showing up at teh fluxx0rs tonight, right ? Have I been misinformed ? In any case, Ill be there ... per usual. Getting drunk and hoping to dance. Yanno. Hope to se the usual suspects there, as well as new faces ... *cough*
And now ... dun dun duuuuuuuuunnn ... more poetry by moi:
enjoy!!
>
Time is of the essence, so they say.
It is of hope and learning and fear.
It is of precious passing moments
that never seem to last long enough.
It is of feeling and dreaming.
It is of pain and suffering.
Never having enough. Always wanting more. More. Need more. More.
It is a cruel joke and a sadistic fantasy.
It is drama and tears.
It is anxiety and patience.
Wanting. Needing. Slipping. Farther.
Away -
Construction of life and death.
Simultaneously.
Falling farther behind than you even realize.
And suddenly ...
Where are you ?
Who took you ?
Essence. Force. Intangible. Broken.
Essence ? Blind. Deaf. Cold.
Rotting from underneath me.
All around me.
Inside me.
And I don't even know it.
Time is of the essence ...
So they say.
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lol, seriously, cant wait to hear the epic tales of adventure, and i hope that you guys had a gr8 time.
Much love,