soraya

ex.haus.ted..
everythings hitting me all at once.
first, swollen tender lymph nodes, which i ignored.
then, achy pains all over my neck and back, and now pretty much all over my body, i ignored those too at first. attributed them to dance class the other night.
then cramps from hell.and i dont get cramps.
and now, sore throat, stuffy nose. cant even smoke. am foregoing the coffee as well.

i am now. officially ill. yup. i have come to terms with it. sick as a dog. whatever that means.

so after being a professional recluse for about a week, i had a wonderful weekend/ last few days. hmm. some highlights:

i attended a lesbo wedding up in napa somewhere for some friends of a fiend. we were seated at the table in the corner which consisted of queers, freaks, and a group of girls who went to a sorority with one of the brides. yep. an interesting mix indeed. and oh, what an interesting combination once all the free liquor has been consumed. by the time the night was seeming about long enough and my date and i were attempting to make our escape, the group of sorority straight girls started grabbing us and telling us how we couldnt leave, that we had to stay and party with them. that we were the cutest couple there. damn crazy drunk girls were just about throwing themselves on us, trying to force us to stay. akk. i could see this quickly turning into a horrible Girls Gone Wild scene.drunk bicurious straight sorority girls throwing themselves on the queer girlssoon the coke busts out.tits everywhere. ooh, cindy isnt this just like that one time we were on spring break in baja that one year.. akkk!! luckily we were able to slip away out of their grasp. and have some really fucking hilarious memories.

oooh. and sunday i went to the county fair. i hadnt been to the fair in ages. i didnt get to go on any of the rides at the carnival though. and i for sure ain't playing any of the games cause theyre all rigged and you dont ever win shit anyways. everything was so expensive there. parking, and then entrance feesby the time you buy your trashy sick way overpriced hot dog, beer, and then ice cream, you dont have any more money left for shit. god, if im ever a mom, i am not going to be any fun. i can just see it now alright kids, now you can only go on ONE ride, so pick your ride wisely. now walk around and pick one. and no, no games, and no, you can not have any more food. how about some water. shit. how do all these trashy people at the fair pay for anything with all those damn kids, cause i know they dont have much more money than i do???
and i got to see the goats too.. my favorite part of the fair.

and last night:
le tigre rocked. they are the all time cutest freakin band ever. danced my ass off. so much funexcept for one thing to the fucking dude and his friends who decided 20 minutes into the set (after i had been waiting up front for about hour before the set started), to ever so rudely cram in and stand his damn 6 foot tall self right in front of me and all the other short girls around me so that none of us could see shit anymore. what the fuck??? and then when i tap your shoulder, politely reminding your selfish ass that there is a shitload of shorter girls right behind your selfish ass self.. and you just sort of turn back and look at me like what? come on. move your fucking privileged ass back to the back and wait your damn turn like we all have (our whole fucking lives were waiting our damn turn.)
fuckin hell.
seriously.
and at a le tigre show of all places.
and during that one song that goes on and on about sexist bullshit and men mindlessly being selfish asses and disrespecting chicks
come on.
asshead.