I am very ready for December 10th to roll around so I can conclude this semester.
Between school, the hotel, my part-time job, and my modeling gigs, I will have 2 weeks straight of work without some form of a day off. I also realize this is of my own doing but I just feel like bitching. I am so very tired. Yes, I am proud of myself for being able to handle it but I'm dying on the inside. I need an induced coma after this.
I have to reapply to CSULB by the end of the month. If I am not accepted this go around, I am prepared to quit education and join the circus as a professional elephant rider because I've always wanted to ride an elephant. If they don't accept me, all this money and madness will be for nothing...and I will be more than slightly bummed, mopey, pissed, and maybe sneezy.
I am currently enrolled in 10 units: a critical thinking English class, an idiot math class, and an online class on a subject I've taken once before. I am doing well in math which is great, it'll be my first college math A I ever receive. It's been about 6/7 years since I've taken an English class. I am a good creative writer but I HATE analytical writing as that's not how my brain works. I am doing well in the class, receiving one of the few As but this latest paper is frying my brain. I want to do well and I don't like putting out crap work but function has ceased. I just need to finish putting words on paper.
@catdad, I am looking at this photo and I am wondering if that's a different plant behind me, since you mentioned you had a similar one yourself.
I realize I am further procrastinating by being on SG but I am running out of distractions. Please send help, and sleep.
