Please prepare yourselves and strap in for a bit of a soppy blog. 🙈
I've been a part of the SG community for over 2 months now, my set hasn't even come out yet and it's already changed my life.
It all started with @gemmaedwardsuk. I had no idea what shooting would be like because I'd never done anything like this before. I've said this a million times, but she really is the best photographer I could have hoped for, and I am so grateful to her. The shoot was amazing, the day was amazing. 💘
Since then it's all been gradually changing. The thing I wanted to talk about really is the friends that I'm making through SG!
I haven't had friends for a while. I have a friends that I speak to and see occasionally but most of them live too far away to see frequently. All my friends from school moved away and I was the one left alone. Honestly since I was 17 I've not had any real friends. I sit at home alone a lot, isolated from everything. That's definitely my fault, but it's changing.
Since my shoot, Gemma has been amazing and helped me make loads of SG friends. I met loads of lovely guys and girls at her birthday and at the ballroom blitz last month and even that was more than I'd hoped for, so thank you. 😊💕
Now @rubytrue has invited me to go to Download with her this weekend. Short notice, no plans. What an angel. @lucerne is now coming to see me soon. I'm trying to be cool about it but she's so damn pretty and lovely and I'm really bloody excited. 💜 Secondly, @galda has asked me to go see her and actually said she wants to shoot a multi with me if I turn pink. I don't mean to be such a loser, but how fucking awesome is that?! Yes please. 💖
I know all this is really lame, and trust me - I wish I were cooler - but I'm really not. My anxiety tells me that I annoy everyone I speak to. It tells me that I'm not enough and nobody likes me. So if I do actually annoy you - don't worry. I annoy me too. 👍🏻
What I mean is, thank you SG. My set comes out in less than 2 months but already the site has had such a positive impact on my life. ☺️
